Reality...

I think the world we live in today is so interesting. Here I am, writing a blog (which is essentially a Journal entry) and putting it out there for the world to read. I'm not sure many people read my blog, but regardless, it's silly isn't it? 

There is this need that I have to see my words reach other people. I think it's silly when my mom gets sucked into the Reality Shows like the Bachelor or Dancing With the Stars, but I'm easily swayed into the hype when Britney Spears becomes a judge on the X-factor. There are people who make you roll your eyes when you see them on those kinds of shows, there are blogs, possibly mine, that make you roll your eyes because I'm just that girl who wants someone to read my words and react. 

Why is that, do you think? 

When did we get so sucked up in 'reality' and putting on a 'reality' for others. 

You wanna know me? I'm just a girl who's trying to figure things out. 

I've never been in love, I've never been that important to someone else, but that doesn't mean that I don't want to be. 

In my Anthropology class one time, someone brought up that the culture of Reality TV and Blogging and such has turned us into Narcissists. We think that people really care who we are and what is on our minds. I'll admit, I love it when my facebook status' are liked, and people comment that I'm so funny, or witty or whatever. But I didn't used to be that way, at least it wasn't my main focus. Now it seems as though if a facebook status goes unliked, it means that I myself am unliked. 

I guess I sound like a hypocrite as I'm typing this all on a blog...but I want to know, why is that that it feels so validating when someone comments on my blog?  

Quote of the Day: Shyness has a strange element of narcissism, a belief that how we look, how we perform, is truly important to other people. -Andre Dubus

About Me

Let's see ... lets start with this: 

Age: 25 and 6 months

School: Bachelors in Behavioral Studies with an emphasis on Psychology 

Color: Baby blue will probably always be #1, but I’m branching out. I love a lot of colors and right now it's a love of the yellow and gray combo

If I could be a smell: Lucky. Who wouldn’t want to be?

If I could be anything: a novelist. That was a hard one, but it’s a dream of mine

If I could be a food: toast.

If I could be a day: Thursday

Self-indulgence: reading

Best attribute: patience

Greatest fear: being forgotten

Greatest wish: to have 

So I guess that's me in a nutshell. What you need to know about me is this: I love life, I love people (I love watching and observing and learning about people to be more exact) I love writing  too and I love that Fairy Tales. (That seems to be all the rage right now so I thought I'd put it out there that I liked them first) I have my heart set on living my own fairy tale, so maybe I'll write it right here, right now in 2012.